HUIYING'S

Hello

2011-06-28T00:58:00.003+08:00

Hi!!!!!!

So so so so so so so so long since I last updated this space.
Hmmm, makes me wonder who are still reading this blog.

I think I should just shut down this blog since I have nothing to blog about.

Alrighty..... The all-time-lazy-me shall just blog in point form in this entry.

-I've left AddOn Systems.

-I miss Chan Zi Cheng. I miss having spicy meals (mcspicy, spicy fishball noodles, laksa, caifan with lots of curry) with her. I miss telling her all my random and lame stories. I miss calling her 'qing qing~' at work. I miss irritating her by my non-stop whining. In short, I MISS HER LAH.

-I've been spending most of my time with J since idk when. Neglecting my bestfriends: Benjamin & Xiuling. NEED to meet them soon.

-I've gained 2kg. I'm not happy or sad about it. Weird..

-I'm heading to BKK with the boy on the 8th to 12th of September. Omgosh, CAN'T WAIT!!!
THE SHOPPING PARADISE!! EAT, DRINK, SHOP & SLEEP #LIKEABOSS

-Hoping to save more money so that we can travel to other countries after the BKK trip.

-J's mom treats me like a lil princess when I'm at his place! Muahahahah, that boy must be damn jealous of me. Heh heh.

-I'm going to take my BTT next week. Hope that I won't fail it. If not.. really malu_girl91 sia.
I want to get my license asap so that I can start driving around with my family car!! but then.. TP not easy to pass.. Sianzxz ):

-I just watched X-Men & omg... I wish I am a mutant too!!

-OH! The relationship between Mr Lock & me is officially 2 years old! :D

-Just typed out all my random thoughts here.

Byeeee~

Working almost everyday

2011-03-30T06:46:00.000+08:00

Gawd... I've been working almost everyday for the past 3 weeks +.
No life already.
The only good thing I like about working for AddOn systems is because all my colleagues are also my friends. So when there's nothing to do, we can always start talking nonsense and joke around.
Oh, I got transferred to work at lenovo yesterday. ):
I've been working with my Dell peeps for 3 years (during ITshows) & I feel really sad not being able to work with them anymore. Sigh.
I'm not familiar with any of the lenovo products and company background & I dont feel any sense of belonging there at all, somehow.
I hope I'll get used to all these changes asap.

Hmmm, another thing..
I'm glad that Zicheng and I are getting closer. We used to see each other once in a while. but now we're seeing each other everyday!

Alrighty, my eyes are turning sour. Gonna rest now. Goodnight!

Insomnia

2011-03-02T06:40:00.000+08:00

Time now is.. 6.08am.

Just downloaded this app called 'iblogger' for free using installous. so here I am, blogging while lying on my bed trying to make myself sleepy.

Something random: Boyf and I are going to escape theme park this weekend! hahahahhaha. So many years since I last went there. I'm just interested in the go-cart thingy actually. We'll also be going to marina barrage for a picnic someday! I'm so excited!

Did I mention about me going to start working for AddOn next monday? I think I did. For those who don't know what 'AddOn System' does.. hmmm, it's a reseller of Dell & Lenovo products? Im not too sure also. In these 3 years, i've been working for them during ITshows as their cashier, writing invoices and collecting payment. and during these 3 years, I got to know quite a lot of friends during ITshows. People like CC, Gerald, Chris, JingMao, Kengsia, Adriel, Zicheng, Tracia, AhLun, Daryl.. etc. but I lost a friend who's from AddOn. but ohwells.. I've totally gotten over with it and I thank god/him/myself for whatever happened about 6 months ago. because I'm thankful for what I have now and it is better for me & him to remain as strangers. Back to topic, I'm quite clueless on how my life will be like joining AddOn, with friends being my colleagues. Just hope that everything will be fine for me.

Okay, thanks for reading this meaningless blog entry here. Just too bored you see..

Goodnight/morning people!

Mobile Blogging from here.

2011-02-28T23:39:00.002+08:00

Taking a break from all those wordy lecture notes by updating this space of mine.

Having our last paper this coming Thursday.
Then... Yayyyy, time to enjoy!
Hmmm, or maybe not.
Will start working for AddOn next Monday.
So.. I can only go out to play during off days? ): Okay I think I sound like a small kid here. Hehe.

IT show next Thursday-Sunday.
Busy busy busy.
but at least there will be $$$$$ coming in.
OH! and I'll be working with my Zicheng! Time for us to catch up and gossip. (:

I'm hungry. Shall get some food before I start studying again.
Bye folks!

2011-02-28T00:53:00.002+08:00

Boyf's mother & grandmother are so sweet to me!
I really feel the love.
I was sleeping in the room alone using J's tshirt as a 'blanket' when his mom came in and passed me a towel-like blanket. After some time, his grandmother came into the room and took the blanket that was on the bed and asked me to use it.
After I told J about it, he got jealous! HAHAHAHAHA! :D

(:

2011-02-24T22:57:00.003+08:00

I told close friends of mine,

that I want to wait for him while he is in NS.
that I want to marry him in around 5 years time.
that I want live with him till the day I die.
& how much I love him.

What have I done to deserve all these.
All the hurt, pain and tears.

'Break my heart for what break yours'

Now, I'm even wondering.. Does he feel the pain knowing that I'm totally broken and hurt.

2011-02-12T00:54:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year, people!
A bit lag uh.. but who cares.

The 4 days of CNY visiting were well spent, I guess.
Eating & snacking non-stop, catching up with cousins and gambling.
Lady luck is with me this year. Kept winning when playing blackjack.
Got triple 7 too! 7 x the money. Yay x 1

Same as last year, went to boyf's side to bai nian.
I got lots of red packets there! Yay x 2

AND I OFFICIALLY INTRODUCED JERREL TO MY FAMILY AND ALL MY RELATIVES!
Like... finally. Yay x 3

This week is really hectic.
3 Presentations deadlines and Bcomm interview.
Left with MCOMM presentation and my Bcomm solution selling call next week.
and then... it's the final examinations.
but thank god, we only have 2 papers.

Shall relax and sleep early (earlier I mean) tonight.
Going to my relatives place tomorrow to bai nian.

Shall end off this blog entry with a random picture of mine!
(:

2011-01-28T23:25:00.004+08:00

I'm done with this module - Marketing Research !

Had presentation in the lecture hall for the first time ever.. in front of 2 classes, 1 lecturer and our client.
Out of the two classes, my group was the first to present.
All of us were so damn nervous! because all of us didn't really prepare for this presentation.
Before starting our presentation, we were like... 'oh fuck. oh shit. we're screwed. GG.'
but at least we're finally done with the final presentation.
I didn't fail the 30% test we had a few weeks ago. & there's no final paper for this module.
Which means.... NO MORE MRSH FOR ME!

Heh heh, took a self shot of myself while other groups are presenting :/

Slacked around in school till 4pm for our project consultation.

I love my groupmates for this semester. We're forever talking nonsenses, joking and side-tracking when we are supposed to be discussing/doing our projects. Eg. talking about bgr, clubs, food and PLAYING TETRIS ON FB.
Ever since Marcus introduced us this game which is on fb, all of us have been playing it during tutorials and project meetings. So much for trying to win each other and break the high score. Tsk tsk tsk..
Oh oh oh! We're going to hit the club after our last paper together! Yayyyy.

A random joke from Marcus today:

Which MRT station is an ex-teletubby?
Answer: Expo (Ex-Po)

Wtf right. Okay luh, at least I did laugh at this joke this afternoon. Hahahahahaha.

2011-01-25T02:06:00.002+08:00

Decided to blog frequently again.
(:

No classes for me on Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday this week!
but there are still a lot of assignments to be done.
Saw this on twitter just now.
NP = Neverending Projects
So.Damn.True.

Had dinner with my boyf after school just now at SIM.
That poor boy is down with a fever. Sigh ):
Get well soon soon soon hor, baby!

I'm still doing the data analysis shit for Marketing Research presentation now.
All the numbers / data are killing me.
Imagine coming out with a table for every survey question. and I still need to tabulate the percentage and stuffs. Ohgawdddd. Tedious work.

Oh oh oh oh.
I TRIED HALF-BOILED EGG FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE A FEW MINUTES AGO.
and I totally regretted it.
It tasted kinda disgusting. Slimy & watery. Ewww.
All my friends were telling me how yummy/awesome/great/nice it is. but.. I just don't know how to appreciate it.
I'll never eat it again. I swear.

Alrighty, this post is so not organized.

Shall end off here. Bye all!

2011-01-22T03:57:00.002+08:00

19th Month with Mr.Lock!

Headed to town with boyf in the afternoon.
Eat & eat & eat. Hehehehehe.
Frolick + chickenwing + baked rice + popcorn + percy pigs
I'm a happy girl when I get to eat my fav food!

Benjamin, Jiaying & Stephanie were selling FBT products for their ECD flea at scape.
Supported them by buying a jersey from them.

J got me the super super big packet of percy pigs again! :D
Shopped around town and got myself a black sandals-like flats.
Went to have our dinner before catching 'Love and Other Drugs'.
Aiyoh.. this show has quite a lot of sex scenes. Hahahaha.
Baby sent me home after the movie.

Love simple dates like this.
(:

Some of the pictures we took while waiting for the movie.

Boyfriend

2011-01-18T22:19:00.006+08:00

Decided to blog about my love life. Like.. finally.
So for all kaypohs out there, good for you.
For those people who are not interested, feel free to get out of this site.

Here's my story:

In 2009 (March-April), I had this friend who was going after me. Let's just call him 'X'. Somehow.. I did not have feelings for X and something happened to us. I can't remember what that incident was about.. but I remember X got his friend (Jerrel) to help him by being the 'mediator' between us. and so.. X gave Jerrel my email address and he added me on msn to talk.

If I'm not wrong, we talked very little about X and we just went on chatting about all kinds of random stuffs online. Then.. we stopped contacting each other for 1 - 2 months. because we were not close at all. Just purely online friends and schoolmates? I saw him once in school and he kept staring at me.
I was thinking to myself: Wth, why is he staring at me? I'm just X's friend. AND WHY HIS HAIR SO LONG & STRAIGHT?! (I swear his hair looks as though it is rebonded)
The second time I saw him was at Cineleisure. I was dating with Z back then. Jerrel walked past me and AGAIN, he was staring at me.
Because of that 2 times we met, my impression of him was.. A weird guy who always stares at me.

One day, I saw J's picture on fb. He had a hair cut and he looked very different because he had really longggg hair previously. Hahaha. I went to talk to him on msn when I saw him online that night. I started the conversation by saying something like.. "Omg?! YOU CUT YOUR HAIR!!!"
Then the conversation went on like this. We chatted about school, his ex-girlfriend (because I heard from X that he just had a break-up), about life and almost everything under the sun.
We chatted on msn every night, without running out of topics.

Then, something happened to me. I was really down at that time and J was the one being there for me. His encouragement pulled me up. We continued chatting & texting everyday. We even webcam-ed when we were really bored. I remember him showing me his pet dog (a very cute Japanese Spitz) using the webcam too! and he told me that we can walk his dog together someday. Awww.. (:

Within a few weeks, I realized I've fallen for him.
I told him not to be so nice to me because I'll fall for him and his reply was "I believe that's how everybody works". Call me stupid or what.. because I didn't know what he meant by that. Hehe.

Pardon my bad memory.. but I really cannot remember how he asked me out. :/
So yeap... we went on a date. and......
WE GOT TOGETHER ON THAT DAY ITSELF. HAHAHAHA.

Is it just the guys I've met or is it true that all guys love tickling the girls they like?
Hmm....
Yes, he tickled me knowing that I'm sensitive and afraid of tickles. -_-
Okay, I shall not elaborate further. Hehhh.
It was just a simple date on the 22nd of June in 2009 that brought us together.

To be really honest, I only 'like' him back then. My love for him was kinda.. weak?
In the beginning of the relationship, I kept wanting to give up. but he was really persistent and pulled me back every single time I want to leave.
I started loving him a few months after we got together when I was having my 2 months internship near Bishan. J stays in Lakeside and I stay in Tampines.
Almost everyday without fail, he will travel all the way to my workplace after I knock off just to have dinner with me and to send me home. I remember him buying all my favorite food for me knowing that I wasn't in a good mood because of work. So sweet of him eh?
During that 2 months+, we meet everyday. and eventually, my love for him grew stronger.

I am his top priority in his life. I was placed above everything. This silly boy of mine does not mind spending money on me too. Fyi, he is not born rich. He works and he's willing to spend his salary bringing me to eat and buying things for me. I am not a materialistic girl and I don't really like my bf to spend too much money on me. Close friends of mine should know this.
When he has free time, he will choose to spend it with me instead of his friends. Oh, and he gives in to me most of the times when we quarrel.
All these little things that he does make me realize that he is the right one for me.

Like most couples, there were hell lots of quarrels, tears, heartaches, fights and even break-ups in this relationship.
but we managed to survive through everything. It is really amazing how we stood by one another and forgave one another throughout these 18 months of relationship.
I believe in this phrase 'omnia vincit amor', which means love conquers all.
So I guess.. it is the power of love that helped us get through everything.

I count my blessings and I'm more than just thankful that Jerrel walked into my life.
I really enjoy the times we spent together (other than all those quarrels and stuffs).
I don't know how the future will be like for me and for us.
but one thing I'm sure of currently is.. I want to grow old with Jerrel.
We have quite a lot of plans for the future. Now, I can only hope that they will all come true.

I like how it feels to be yours. and i like how it feels to call you mine.
I want to continue holding your hands walking down this journey of life.
I don't want to lose you.

I love you, J.
I mean it.

"Sometimes,you just have to set your ego aside. And remember that the love you have for that other person is way more important that winning."

2011-01-03T00:29:00.003+08:00

Oww.
Time flies.
Let's welcome 2011 together!
but wait...
School's starting tomorrow. Shitttt.

A summary of what I've been doing in the past 1 month or so:

- Batam
- Genting & KL
- 4F class chalet
- going back to school to do projects
- paktor (dating) with my boy
- 1 year, 6 months with him
- Partied with Benjamin, Ian & MeiWei
- New year eve party at Ian's place
- Granny's birthday dinner

Okay, need to do tutorial now.
Bye!

2010-12-20T00:41:00.002+08:00

Hello!
so.. it is the start of our short 3 weeks of holidays.
Last weekend was spent in Batam with sis & friends.
This weekend was spent in Malaysia with my parents & bro.

I'm gonna hate this holiday because there are quite a number of assignments to be completed by the first week of 2011. GG. ):
Oh wells..

Come to think of it, time really flies.
Another year has gone by.
What life has to offer me next year.. Hmmmmmmmm..

Where did the love went to?

2010-12-03T04:07:00.002+08:00

'Coz time has got a way of taking back
everything you thought you had'

Everything's changing..
We used to meet almost everyday.
We used to text each other very often.
We used to be a very very very happy couple.
Yes.. used to.

Now?

We only have 2 days for each other.
The frequency of us messaging has reduced.
We quarrel at least once a week.
We get upset with each other easily.

So... What is my Christmas wish?
You know it.

2010-11-26T17:45:00.003+08:00

Hello human!

I hate elearning so much. Boooo.
All those !@$%@#% assignments are giving me headache. Screw them.

Hmmm, went to Sitex yesterday with my siblings and J.
My bro got himself a laptop.
Sista bought the new Xbox Kinect.
Me...? Nothing. But I want to get that Samsung Camera! The price dropped like.. $100+ Omg.

Went to find Zicheng & CC and bought some food for them.
I miss Zicheng! & I miss working with her! ):
Hey girl, no worries. I'm doing well. You take care too kay!

Random a bit.
My bro is the joke seriously.
My bro and sis started playing with the xbox kinect for a few hours and he managed to fracture his ankle. Nice one. I kept laughing at him when I saw his bandaged ankle last night. Hehe.
I tried playing last night and I realize that it is really a very good form of exercise!
Especially those sports game. Yay, I'm gonna have toned arms soon. ;) HAHA

Okay, need to continue with those assignments now. Byeeeee.

2010-11-06T01:57:00.007+08:00

Happy Deepavali! :D

Partied with Sissy & friends @ Phuture
Cool right! Hehhh.

Some random pictures:

I don't know why this picture looks as though it was taken in the afternoon. Hmm.. :/

'Dreamer'. Tasted like some bubble tea with red jelly.
:/

J boy @ work!

Gonna sleep now! Goodnight! (:

2010-11-01T15:53:00.003+08:00

So..... School has started. Holidays no moreeeee.
):

Mon & Tue are long school days for me.
Wed - 2 hours of tutorial.
Thurs - NO LESSONS! :D
Fri - 2 hours of tutorial.

As usual, I'm gonna skip some lectures.

I just have to admit that I'm a very very very lazy girl.
Oh oh oh. Esther is in the same tutorial class as me! (:

---

Okay, school matters aside.

Sometimes I really wonder why people have to portray and act/behave like someone whom they aren't really are.
Hmm. For example, this guy 'A' is just a typical guy in his twenties who earns a reasonable amount of money given his education level & job experiences. but why is it that he has to act like as though he's a rich guy. He wants 'face'? Attention from his friends & girls? I don't know.
There's this chinese saying.
' 没有那么大的头，就不要戴那么大的帽子. '
I know that guy 'A' reads my blog occasionally. Hope he sees this.
So yep.. :x

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Another thing.
To guy 'B',
if you wanna party & drink, you're free to do so.
but please do it if you can afford it.
I don't know why.. but your actions are making me despise you.
Once again, good luck in your life.
I mean it.
All the best.

2010-10-23T01:35:00.012+08:00

Hello! (to that few ants who are still reading my blog)

Just got back home from the 'every-friday-bestfriends-night'!

So.. yep. Met up with Ben & xl after work for our weekly date.
Had steamboat, then played l4d2 at Illuma, then we went to the arcade to play the basketball machine & spot-the-difference thingy, then we bought Rochor Tauhuey back to Ben's place to eat, then we camwhored a bit... Okay, too many 'then'. Hahaha.

Healthy activities yo. (;

Best Friends Forever.

Out of Boredom

2010-10-05T11:15:00.003+08:00

Heyhohahehihu! :D

I'm currently at work.
but I have nothing to do..
because I'm way too efficient! HAHA self praise.
waiting for lunch time.
I'm feeling so bored.
Chatting with Benjamin on msn now.
Okay, the cat is here. Shall go and feed her with some milk! (:

Updates

2010-10-01T01:07:00.004+08:00

I've been working for the past 1 week as a temporary purchasing assistant.
Jobscope: Administrative work, data entry and calling/faxing/emailing & liaising with vendors.

I'm loving my job.
because I'm able to access facebook, MSN, twitter and youtube during work.
Fyi, the company I worked with during my internship blocked all of those mentioned. How sad..
Will be working another 3 more weeks. and then... back to school.
SIANZXZXZ.
Ah! I'm definitely gaining weight in this 1 month. & that's the only thing I don't like about office job. Oh wells.. Blame my itchy mouth? :/

Alrighty, time now is 1.15am.
Have to wake up at 6.30am later.
So yeap, goodnight people (who still read this lil space of mine)!
(:

2010-09-21T13:52:00.005+08:00

It has been more than a month.
and I'm proud to say...
I'm finally over you, stranger.

Change is the only constant in life.
I took my steps and moved on.
& I'm glad I made the right move.
Time heals everything. It really does.

I'll never forget you, stranger.
You being there for me whenever I needed a listening ear.
You being my pillar of emotional support.
I gotta admit that I still miss the past occasionally, when everything were fine.
Memories.. Memories...

I don't understand how and why things turned out this way.
but I guess.. it's the changes in the both of us that led to this outcome.
and now I've become someone you wished you didn't know.
I don't blame you. because I believe that it takes 2 hands to clap, and everything happens for a reason.

Whatever it is,
I would still like to wish you all the best in everything you do.
Take care. (:

2010-09-21T01:48:00.001+08:00

2010-09-21T01:25:00.006+08:00

Hello wello mello!!!

So... as you guys know, I'm having my 6 weeks of vacation break now.
Spent the past 1 week+ with my family, bestfriends and J.

Can't really remember what I did.. but here are some of the ones I can think of.

- Nabins for dinner with bestfriends & Ian.
- Powerhouse-ed. Managed to catch up with people like 死大便, Phua, Jas & Karen. (:
- Had steamboat twice! Once with J, once with Ben & Xiuling.
- Ktv session with bestfriends.
- Had hell lots of fun at the arcade @ Illuma!!!
- Caught 'Resident Evil'.
- Found a job.
- Eat & eat & eat & eat & eat. hahahahahaha
- Hibernate the whole day at home for a few days. Wasn't feeling well. ):

Ohhh ya, durian lovers like me should try this lil thing here.
Just saw it on Jiaying's msn display picture and I was like..
"Omg! IS THAT THE DURIAN MOUSSE FROM 717 TRADING?!"
I've tried it twice already! It's really really awesome.

Yummeh!

Time check: 1.44am
I should go and bathe & sleep now.
Goodnight all! (: (: (:

2010-09-11T15:32:00.009+08:00

Here are some random pictures taken during Comex using Chris's Samsung camera! (:
Hmm, should I get that camera too? Should I? :/

and yep,
I miss my dear girl, chan zicheng!

Eggtarts baked by Tracia! so love!

Eh girl! Our hair like same colour in the pictures!

2010-09-06T02:07:00.002+08:00

Vehhh tired.

Worked at Suntec for Comex. Under Dell again. (:
Awww.. I'm gonna miss ZiCheng so much although she's always laughing at me whenever I start whining to her. So mean.. but nvm, I still <3 her. Heh.

Ohyea, I've gained 2kg. Good or bad? Hmmm..

Alrighty,
It's time to study. ):

Goodnight!

2010-09-03T01:53:00.000+08:00

'Cuz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I see you baby
I just don't wanna let go.'

2010-08-30T01:18:00.002+08:00

'We don't have anything to talk about anymore. I miss the old days when you would instantly message me as soon as I logged in. Now? I'd be lucky to even get a 'hey' or 'hi' from you.'

Dear friend, I miss you.

2010-08-26T23:11:00.000+08:00

'Dear Heart, I tend to not care for your feelings & throw you around a lot. Sorry. I just thought I'd warn you that i fell for a boy. So... good luck!'

LOL, so cute!

2010-08-21T00:27:00.000+08:00

leilockheart.net

2010-08-16T02:17:00.002+08:00

2010-08-15T23:28:00.001+08:00

“ Commitment is the component of love. Short term commitment is the decision that one loves someone. The long term aspect is the commitment to maintain that love. ”

— Robert Steinberg

2010-08-14T02:37:00.002+08:00

“ Relationships last long not because they’re destined to last long. Relationships last long because two brave people made a choice—to keep it, fight for it, and to work for it. Meanwhile, other relationships fail not because they’re destined to fail. They fail because one of the two, or both, made the choice—to set each other free. ”

2010-08-13T01:58:00.000+08:00

" Letting go, even if it hurts, doesn't mean you have to let go of everything. You just have to let go of the person and your feelings for her/him but the memories will always be there whether it's good or bad. Because everytime you remember those memories, it will always put a smile into your heart. And be glad that once in your life this person made you happy and put colors into your life even if it's just for a while. "

(:

2010-08-12T13:25:00.005+08:00

Click to enlarge!
Damn cuteeeeee. (:

Ahhya, shall type everything in point form. Heh.

- Gonna start studying today after slacking around for the past few days.
- Forgot to give Phua a morning call as requested. Hope that ass is not late for school.
- Was really surprised to see a text message at 5am+ from Tracia asking if I'm free later and whether I wanna meet her at Tampines and just nua around. Aww.. (:
- Hmm, should I meet her? or study with J?
- Benjamin Tan & Ang Xiu Ling. Sushi soon okay?!
- My stomach has been acting weirdly recently.. Random pain at random timings. Sigh.
- That's all for now. Byeeee!

2010-08-11T11:21:00.009+08:00

Dear you,
This shall be the very last time I'm gonna try.
Drop me a message by today if you're willing to come back.
I really miss you.

If not, after today... I'll just let things go like this and move on without you.
I promise I'll try to.

Sigh.

I kept trying...
but you gave up on me, gave up on us.
I believe I've done my part.
All the best to you. (:

2010-08-10T21:43:00.000+08:00

http://and-i-quote.tumblr.com/

2010-08-10T21:21:00.001+08:00

"Because when two people really love each other, nothing can keep them away. No matter how long it’s been, no matter how far they are, they always seem to find their way back to each other’s arms, more so, back to each other’s hearts."

2010-08-10T17:31:00.003+08:00

Saw this on tumblr a few days back. but cant rmb from which site.

This is exactly how I feel now..

2010-08-10T13:48:00.002+08:00

Omgzzz.
I woke up with so many missed calls.
3 from Phua.
4 from proj groupmate
2 from momma
1 from Jas

Okay. Good afternoon people, today is a brand new day!

2010-08-09T21:48:00.003+08:00

A friend said this to me:
" If he treasures this relationship, he won't let it go easily. He will do anything to salvage it. If he doesn't, then just let him go."

so... now I finally understand what's going on all these while.

2010-08-09T03:21:00.001+08:00

4269.) Sometimes life leads you on the most difficult path just to test you. One day you’ll reach a point where everything, the up’s and down’s, the tears, the laughs, will all be worth it.

via blogconfession

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"I'm sorry sometimes I get a little jealous, thinking that someone else could make you happier than I could. I guess its my insecurities acting up. Because I know that I'm not the prettiest, smartest or most fun and exciting girl."

2010-08-08T21:34:00.001+08:00

Feeling really awful now...
):

I need a big teddy hug so badly.

2010-08-07T01:23:00.002+08:00

Joel:
whoa
i still rmbr
at HOUSE
the last time i saw u
ure like the lady boss
no space to walk thru
u juz push ur way

☆ HUIYING says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
OMG

Joel says:
yes
damn power
im gonna do that the next time
thx for showin me the most polite and best way
whooo

☆ HUIYING says:
hahahaahahaha!!!!!
like.. serious?!

Joel says:
yes
u push
elbow to the face
power

☆ HUIYING says:
woaaa, didnt know im so daring

Joel says:
very cool

☆ HUIYING says:
people never hoot me

Joel says:
and the guys whom uve pushed or elbowed,
can only look at u and suck their thumb

Wow, I'm so impressed with myself!

2010-08-07T00:08:00.002+08:00

Haven't been working for like 1 year? :/
Time to get a decent job for this 2-3 months of holidays.
Going for a job interview tomorrow!
The guy called me up within 5 minutes after I sent in my resume. Efficient eh?
Some HR admin kind of job. Wish me luck kay!

:D

2010-08-06T15:06:00.002+08:00

Hi people!

Just trying my luck here.
I'm helping my friend to look for part-timers to work for the upcoming IT show (Comex).
-Selling Dell laptops/desktops.
-Basic + commission
-Meals provided

email me if you're interested ok!
huiying.seah@hotmail.com
(this is not my msn)

2010-08-05T17:24:00.000+08:00

2010-08-05T00:01:00.000+08:00

Bro,
Cheer up okay!
We're here for you. We promise.

2010-08-04T23:58:00.000+08:00

“Sometimes you’re afraid to become a couple because you’re afraid of losing what you already have with that person. But life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don’t be a person who has to look back and wonder what they could have had. No one waits forever.”

2010-08-03T22:19:00.005+08:00

Hello hello hello hello!

I'm done with all the assignments/presentations/projects for this semester. Left with the final papers.
Will be having our YOG & study break (around 3 weeks?) after this week of lessons.
Then final exams.Then 6 weeks of vacation break! :D

I'll update again soon yo!

Goodnight humans!

2010-08-03T01:14:00.003+08:00

Somebody told me that I'm not suitable to be a nun because I'm too skinny to be one.

'?' says:
they dun accept skinny nuns de
they scared when they r sweeping the leaf and suddenly big wind come
phewwww
they blown down to the mountain ground

☆ HUIYING says:
HAHAHHAHA
WALAO EH
I LAUGHING OUT LOUD NOW. REALLY LOL

'?'says:
then they have to climb up to the top again

WTH.
Nice one!

2010-07-28T22:37:00.000+08:00

True?

LOL

2010-07-28T22:31:00.002+08:00

Was chatting with girlfriend about 'C-string' a few minutes ago. (go google it if you don't know what is it)
Here's part of the conversation....

HAHAHA!!! Look at the emoticons she used!

2010-07-28T20:48:00.004+08:00

Finally gotten the agnès b chocolates from Gerald.
He got them from Hongkong!
:D

Thanks bro!

2010-07-27T22:19:00.000+08:00

Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you

2010-07-27T01:59:00.003+08:00

Why.
Why is it that negative things have to occur when everything is going on so smoothly.
Why am I always not thinking of the brighter side of life.
Why is it that I'm always giving up so easily.
Why is my brain full of nonsensical ideas.

Why......

2010-07-25T21:01:00.001+08:00

Maybe I'm still dreaming...

2010-07-22T23:21:00.004+08:00

Hello people!
I have a confession to make.

I'm in love with this silly boy who...
- enjoys disturbing & irritating the hell outta me (but I like it anyway :x)
- makes me feel insecure most of the times (nonono, I hate this)
- loves feeding me with lots of food to make me grow fat
- buys m&ms for me
- can tolerate the nonsensical me
- can give me big teddy bear hugs
- loves laughing at me whenever I say something wrong or something that doesn't make any sense

and the list goes on...

Awwww..
Tell me I'm not dreaming. (:

2010-07-22T01:22:00.002+08:00

Okay..
My life has been pretty mundane lately..
Busy with endless projects, assignments and presentations. ):

Here's an equation to sum up what I've been doing.
Past few weeks =
School related work + Steamboat with fav peeps + Boatquay + Powerhouse + Home + Sleep + Internet

Kinda lifeless. but yea... :/

Alrighty, I'll update again soon! :D

2010-07-07T12:57:00.002+08:00

You didn't deny when I made that statement.
It means something..

My efforts got me nothing in return.
Just disappointments.

I'm so tired.. so so tired..

2010-07-07T01:31:00.002+08:00

I've never felt this way before.
The mixture of emotions... Sigh.

I need someone to talk to,
but then again, I don't feel like talking to anybody about this. Not even my bestfriends.
Contradicting yea? Urgh..
I shall just keep everything to myself & let it pass.
Everything's gonna be fine. Everything's gonna be fine...

Dear hy, you gotta be strong.

2010-06-21T22:51:00.004+08:00

HAHAHA spotted ourselves in the CommunicAsia2010 newsletter.
I look so short beside xiuling ):

6 more days of holidays..
): x infinity

2010-06-15T01:35:00.008+08:00

Met up with my girlfriend this afternoon!
Koi pearl milk tea + Marbleslab ice cream + Ahchew's desserts
:D :D :D

Random pictures:

Pretty right?!

Ignore my hideous eyebags!

Gonna work with her for the next 4 days @ Expo! (:

2010-06-13T02:32:00.000+08:00

End of PC SHOW!
:D and :(

I'm deprived of sleeeeeeep these 4 days.
Was really really really tired and restless today.
Today is 13/6/2010.
but I wrote 6/3 instead.
Then I realized I wrote wrongly.
When I'm supposed to correct it to 13/6/2010, I wrote 13/6/100.
-_-
错上加错.
Zicheng laughed at my mistake & took a photo of it. Nehnehpokkk.
Sorry lah! Too tired already!
AND I KNOW YOU WILL BE READING THIS OK, STALKER CHAN! HAHAHA.

Don't worry, girl. I'll miss you too!
I'll pop by Funan if I'm around the area kay! (:

Oh yea, accompanied the usual peeps to have their supper at GoldenMile Food Centre last night.
Crappp. I got so traumatized by cc & mike.
They had don't-know-what-Tulang (mutton bone marrow thingy?)
Fk. It's so damn disgusting. Somehow, that plate of bones look like human bones to me. Eeeyer.
When I was on the way back home, I actually vomited twice!
Hy = Loser
The thought of it still makes me feel uneasy :/

Alrighty, I'm gonna sleep! Goodnight!

2010-06-12T00:39:00.002+08:00

1st & 2nd day of PC show.
Little crowd = little sales = slacking cashiers
but then... slack too much = SIAN.
Too sian = tired.

so yep.. ):

but I'm glad to make a new friend from this show! She's another cashier-Zicheng.
This girl is really funny & sweet! and she's always making fun of me. Alamakkk.

Oh yea, Had DimSum for supper with yy,cc,mervyn,gerald,michael & jonathan just now!
Urgh.. I'm really gaining weight these 4 days.

2 more days!

2010-06-09T00:50:00.002+08:00

Sushi & movie today!
Caught 'A nightmare on Elm Street'.

J got me the bag that I wanted since 2 weeks ago?
Awwww.

Will be working for the upcoming PC show at Suntec with my fav peeps again!
yy, mervyn, cc, jm, ks, etc etc
Anybody getting dell laptops, please find me ok!
I'm not doing sales, but no harm giving me extra commission right? Hehe.
:D

2010-06-05T01:20:00.003+08:00

Saw this on tumblr.
Note to self.
but aiyayayaya, i know it's impossible.
LOL

http://graphicsgalore.tumblr.com/post/543045135/http-eliciacamillexxv-tumblr-com

2010-06-04T12:20:00.004+08:00

Time: 12.20pm.
Location: School Library

Stoning/Nua-ing now.
Next lesson at 2pm.. Bored ttm but I don't feel like studying at all :x
Hmmmm, nothing to update about recently.
School, projects, presentations, dinner, home, internet, sleep.
Totally lifeless. Sigh ):

2010-05-31T20:42:00.003+08:00

Random zilian pictures taken @ girlfriend's place!

Sianzation.
I shall be a 宅女 for this 2 weeks!

2010-05-28T17:49:00.005+08:00

Hellooooo.

I've been coughing for like 2 weeks?
):
Oh,
I'm so gonna hate this weekend.

To-Do-List
1) WISP long essay
2) 2 powerpoint presentations
3) Events communication press kit
4) Study for TD test
5) elearning stuffs

Let me die man...

Oh yesss! Sis is finally back from the states+hongkong!
She got me leggings & jeggings & LOTS of chocolates!
Can't wait to try the cookiedough chocolates. Muahahahahaha.

Oh holyyyyy sai,
common test is approaching soon.
Ahhhhhhhhhh...

2010-05-25T21:53:00.003+08:00

Random:

Caught Ip Man2 with J just now.
Sorry uh, a bit lag. Hahahaha.
Great movie!

Somehow I think I'm cursed.
I just want things to be simple.
but it seems so difficult.
拿得起，却放不下.

2010-05-24T20:53:00.002+08:00

Projects & assignments piling up.
It's elearning week. but ahhhhhh. There are quite a number of assignments to do. ):
Common test is approaching too.
Urghhhh.

11th

2010-05-21T01:45:00.004+08:00

Boooooo!

Yes Yes Yes Yes Yes!
Here comes the weekend.
Next week = Elearning week = No need to fly all the way to school for lessons.
:D

Went home with Benjamin today.
Chatted all the way from Clementi to Tampines interchange.
Hmmmm, life is so unpredictable. Yeap..

Simpang Bedok + L4D2 with my fav peeps & hongpiaopiao just now.
Awesome!

Okay, gotta rush my TD project asap. ):

2010-05-18T00:57:00.002+08:00

Coughing my lungs out ):
I've been coughing since last Friday luh. Urghhhh. Irritating.

Life sucks, for now.
I don't know what to expect anymore.
I don't wanna care.
Sigh.

2010-05-16T22:31:00.001+08:00

Is this for real?
): or (:

2010-05-15T13:08:00.005+08:00

Omg omg omg omg omg.
I had the best birthday celebration last night!
AWESOME! :D
Words just can't describe how wonderful last night was.

Dinner at Vivo's Hei Se Hui with my girlfriends & my fav Addon peeps. (xl, yy, mervyn, gerald, cc, jm, adriel & kengsia)

Omg lah! Mervyn made lots of elmo cupcakes for my 'birthday cake'. Awwwww~THANK YOU SO MUCH, DUDE! Really veh touched!

Gerald got a KateSpade wallet for me!
Xl & YY got a Coach wristlet for me!
Mervyn got me my fav Ferragamo Incanto Dream!
and they made a pretty card for me!
Xl made a pictorial gift for me!
Angel & Ben got a cropped top & a pair of high waist shorts for me!

Headed to Rebel after dinner! :D
Daryl & Jonathan joined us.
Saw quite a few familiar faces here and there luh. Like.. GuoJun, Mark, Danial, Sherman.. etc
Okay, shall not elaborate any further. Hehe.

AHHHHH..... I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS/BROS LAH!
So glad to have them in my life. (':

Waiting for xl to send me those pictures!

2010-05-11T00:04:00.002+08:00

Omg, it's the 4th week of school already!
Time flies.

A few more days to my 19th birthday.
Can't wait!
Gonna celebrate with Angel & Ben this coming Thursday. It's Angel's birthday today btw. (:
Meeting my dear girlfriends & fav people from Addon to celebrate on Friday.
Celebrating with J on Sunday.

:D

2010-05-07T00:44:00.004+08:00

Me hate Thursdays too.
Events communication class + WISP class = Bored hy.
and Starhub had some problems today.. which caused J and me to have some problems communicating through text messages. Zzzzz.

Went to xl's place after classes to do my tutorials.
Then met up with my fav addon peeps again for dinner at BotakJones.
Gerald got me peppermint green tea with 4 x pearls. Heh heh. THANKS LAH, BRO!
Chatted & joked around with them after dinner for quite some time before leaving the coffeeshop.
They are really fun people luh. Me like.

CC & Gerald had some sort of heart to heart talk with me in the car under my block.
Talked about life, r/s, emotions, dreams etc etc.
Awwww. They really treat me as their lil sis. So touched! (':

My life is back on track, again.

2010-05-06T02:41:00.004+08:00

Happy Wednesday :D

- 2 hours tutorial
- Marble Slab creamery with J
- L4D2 new map with J
- Dimsum with girlfriends & fav addon peeps (Gerald, Mervyn & CC!)

Thankkkkyouuuuu. (:

2010-04-30T23:51:00.002+08:00

Having lessons from 9am - 4am on a Friday sucks.
I hate Fridays. No 'TGIF' for me. ):

Met up with bestgirlfriend after school for some Taiwan-Koi-inspired bubble tea at Bedok.
AND I FINALLY HAD BLACK SESAME TANG YUAN :D :D :D
Went to her place after that & played l4d2 on her xbox.
Omg lah, so difficult to play using controller. but I managed to get used to it and we completed 4 maps.
Dear angnehneh cooked noodles for me after shooting zombies for 3 hours. Awwwww.
Sho shweeeeet. Me lurb lurb euuu.

Alrighty, I'm really tired now.
Bye all~

HAHA nice one, JM

2010-04-26T01:14:00.003+08:00

Me: Friday meeting us?

JM: go where sia? emo party?
JM: crying + dancing + drinking right?
JM: then all the make up smudge?
JM: then from emo party become halloween party

JM: i need to go sleep
JM: if not tomorrow when i go school is zombie party
JM: then you and xl and yy will start to shoot me
JM: nb

Adriel's 19th Birthday

2010-04-24T02:28:00.002+08:00

- Swensen's for dinner with J.

- Met up with YY to surprise Adriel at Dhoby Ghaut. but walaooo, his friend told him we're coming. so yeaaaaa. FAIL~

- Shot some old zombies somewhere around the area with baobeirrr (yy). That lousy computer don't have L4D2. Chey. At the same time, Adriel, Jm & their friends dota-ed behind us.

2010-04-22T20:40:00.003+08:00

My laptop is back from the hospital!
and now, my laptop is empty.
ALL MY FILES ARE GONE! ): ): ):

Oh well... What to do. I can only blame myself for not backing up all my data.

First week of school = No tutorials = Slack.
I'm seriously gonna go into depression mode next week. Sigh.Me hate school. Everyone knows that.

Hmmm, I'm kinda satisfied with my life currently.
Everything's going fine, I guess.
So... yup! I'm really sleepy now.
Shall take a short nap! (:

Random pictures of Ben and meeee!

2010-04-15T02:38:00.003+08:00

Had steamboat earlier on with the XL, YY, Gerald, Mervyn & CC.
L4D2 after that @ Illuma!

:D

We're gonna meet up for supper in 2 weeks time. (:

2010-04-13T23:21:00.002+08:00

I can't wait to turn 21.
and I'll leave this damn place.

Every time you cross my mind, I think how lucky I've been, to have you as my special friend

2010-04-11T04:12:00.011+08:00

MISS.ANG & ME!
More on fb (:

Dont you think I look like a dog here?! HA!

Similar outfit!

Getting crazy.

Muaaah!

Maybe I should post up the cui-est pictures of us (when we were 14?) to let all of you see how big the difference is between the past and the present.
but i think she will kill me first. :x

Love you, babe.

2010-04-11T01:22:00.005+08:00

Awesome day with xiuling! :D

- Shopping!
- Ice cream!
- L4D2 with xl, cc, gerald & mervyn!
- CC sent us back. (:

Tried this cold noodle thingy from bugis street 2nd floor.
Creative eh?
80 cents for one packet of noodles.
80 cents for one packet of hotdogs.
total $1.60 for this cute lil packet of noodles.

Xl's!

Weeeeheeee more pictures on fb?

2010-04-09T19:20:00.001+08:00

Chanced upon this on facebook.
Like... wth?!

LOL

2010-04-09T13:59:00.004+08:00

Mission to surprise our dear yy = SUCCESS!
:D

XL and me surprising her at the arrival hall
+Daisy Marc Jacobs
+Surprise from JM & Adriel with cake from Awfully Chocolate
+Bday Card

Glad that she's touched by us!
(:

2010-04-05T23:05:00.002+08:00

Met angnehneh at 8.45am this morning! and I was on time!!
Woaaaaaa. Great achievement eh?

Headed to the airport to send our dear yy off.
All of us (yy,xl,jm,a,me) had mcbreakfast together. :D

Town-ed with angnehneh after that!
Mad tired..
I'm going to sleep soon! GOOD NIGHT.

Ohyea! Caught "When In Rome" with J last week.
Me likey likey.
Veh funny! Especially the magician. Go watch it if you haven't. (:

2010-04-01T13:25:00.006+08:00

Some unglam+stupid pictures we took on CC & JX birthday chalet!

Omg, I can't rmb when we took these pictures!

XiuLing

2010-03-30T02:34:00.003+08:00

Can you believe this?
I teared when I was chatting with xl just now.
I didn't know that I could make sucha big difference in her life and vice versa.

<3 you many many.

2010-03-28T22:21:00.003+08:00

Had dinner @ Astons near my place with J earlier on. The coffeeshop version one.
J asked for medium rare steak and tadah!

He got this piece of almost-raw-meat.

I could see that Mr.Lock had a hard time eating it luh. ):
Felt kinda guilty. because I suggested to have our dinner there.

Cheyyy.

2010-03-26T22:33:00.003+08:00

Met my bestfriend just now for dinner @ F.I.S.H
Lots of updates from me and vice versa.

and guess what!
Xiuling, Yingying & Wilson were having their dinner at the same place. Just that they were seated upstairs.
Xl joined us and nua-ed around while yy & wilson went to shop for yy's luggage.

Love my friends!

Pictures on fb!

2010-03-26T16:47:00.003+08:00

CC's birthday chalet on Wed night was awesome!

xiuling + yingying + jingmao + adriel + kengsia + jaffir + cc + gerald + mervyn + jx + the other addon peeps = ♥

Losers of the night: JM & me. ):

(Gonna meet Benjamin for dinner soon!)
Reunite with the girls already. Time to meet Ben!

Cheapskate much?

2010-03-23T23:08:00.011+08:00

JB!

Everything there is soooo cheap! Especially the food. (;
Lunch @ Secret Recipe. Total bill - SGD 10.50 only!

J's pasta.

Mine!

Shopped around the mall and got myself a pair of studded sandals, nail polish & remover.
I'm definitely going back to get more footwear. Heh.

Caught 'The Haunting In Connecticut' after that. This movie was shown in Singapore months ago? RM 9 for one ticket. Cheap or what?

Dinner @ Kim Gary! Total bill only SGD 12.

J's beef noodles.

My super duper wooper spicy noodles!

The bowl veh big right?!

Cheesecake from Secret Recipe after dinner. :D

BenjaminTanEnHao! We shall go there before school reopens and eat until our stomach burst okay?!

Hehehe. Now the whole world knows that I'm a glutton.

2010-03-22T02:57:00.000+08:00

9th! ♥

Dinner at PizzaHut today.
We had our favorite drumlets! 6 each. Yummmy.
We'll have 10 each next time ok? Hehehehe. Sucha glutton.

Ohyea, smth random.
A few days back, J and I wore checkered shirt to town! & it was unplanned!!
Telepathy again. :D

Yay, it's gonna be a happy day tomorrow.

2010-03-21T22:45:00.003+08:00

Totally no idea why am I feeling this way. Feeling horribly restless.
and even the slightest thing can irritate & piss me off.

):

2010-03-20T23:46:00.006+08:00

Caught 'The Lovely Bones' with boyf just now.
Too draggy, me no like..
Had my fav cheesy curry chicken from Chippy for dinner before movie.
Ohyea, boy got me percy pigs! :D

My left foot hurts like -insert any negative word- with 2 blisters.
爱美不要命.
Should I condemn that pair of wedges? Urgh.

2010-03-20T23:09:00.001+08:00

My pm on MSN was 'pain' a few minutes ago.

:/

2010-03-19T23:10:00.003+08:00

Couldn't sleep for the whole night.
Was too worried for my exam results!

Okay, I'm happy with my results. Very very very satisfied! Best results compared to all the previous semesters.

Upcoming things-to-do/events

1) JB!
2) Dinner with Benjamin & Jiaying
3) CC & JX birthday barbeque.

My body is screwed until cannot screwed.
Sleeping at around 4am/5am everyday. Officially waking up in the evening.
No no no....
I shall sleep early tonight! Like.. 2am? LOL.