Monday, May 28, 2012
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Time for a lil bit of updates~Boyf started serving NS on 7th May. Refused to send him to tekong because I know I will cry like a baby there. Loser-ish, I know. Oh wells.. I remember I was super depressed that day. I was like a living zombie throughout the whole day, really. That feeling of emptiness inside me almost killed me. Only then, I realized how much I rely on my boyfriend. Wherever I go, I think of him. Whatever I do, I think of him too. The first few days without J were torturous. Kept tearing.. I can't even count the number of times. Everyday, I pray for his safety. I do not belong to any religion. Idk who am I praying to. but I just.. pray.. The recent deaths of NS men are scaring me. All I want is J to come back to me safely in one piece. To sum up, life pretty much sucked during that 19 days when he was confined in Tekong.
I celebrated my 21st birthday on the 14th of May with some of closest friends. Nothing fancy. Just a simple celebration at RWS festive hotel with Benjamin, Xiuling, Jocelyn, Jonathan and Ian. Boyfriend couldn't celebrate with me because he was still confined in that stupid place, duh. Played some games, had some gross drinks, camwhored, gossiped, and laughed. Chatted with Joce and Jonny till 4am before falling asleep. We went to USS the next day as part of my birthday celebration! It was super tiring for us because we were deprived of sleep. but it was still an awesome day screaming and laughing away.
Sorry, no photos yet because I'm too lazy to upload them.
I regained back a friendship that was lost... 5 years ago? I'm glad to be able to catch up with this old friend of mine - Thng Si Qi. Met her at the MRT station by chance while otw to work. & god knows why I took the courage to walk towards and talked to her. Fated, I guess.
Boyfriend had his first bookout on Friday evening. I was working that day, so I was not able to pick him up at Pasir Ris when he booked out. He came to find me after I knocked off at night!! The moment I saw him from far, my eyes became teary idk why. That silly boy kept smiling while I was walking towards him. So cuteeeee. Saturday was spent watching movie, shopping, and having our meals in town. Missing the days when we could watch movies together about three times a week.. Sigh. HATE NS. Sent my boyfriend off to Pasir Ris just now for his book in. The moment we parted, my eyes went teary again. Seriously wtf is wrong with me. Why other girls can be so cool about this NS shit, while I can't? So frustrating...
and now.... I'm typing this in the middle of the night at 2.17am because I can't get to sleep and missing the boy terribly. Hope that I'll get used to this kind of life soon.
ANYWAYYYY, I booked the air tickets to BKK just now! It will be the 3rd time flying there and we are still not sick of it. I LOVE BANGKOK. hahahahaha. This time round, my beloved brother will be joining us! Can't wait, can't wait! July faster come pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Sorry to those ants who even bother reading this wordy post which is in a mess.
Shall end off with a picture of my baby and meeeeee
