I've joined Singtel as an account service officer 4 months ago.
No regrets yet because I've got pretty awesome bosses, managers & colleagues. No office politics and bonded team. What more can I ask for?

However, I realized I've been dreading work every single day. I don't deny having thoughts of submitting a resignation letter. Yes, the mindset of 'Generation Y' you may say. But I just feel that there's no job satisfaction and everything is getting so mundane. My boss once asked me where do I want to go after leaving this job. I was speechless. My mind went blank. He suggested that I should stay in the FMCG industry if I want to have a bright future. Everything in FMCG industry is just about sales. Do I want to work under sales line in the next few years or the rest of my life? Am I suitable for it? These are the questions I've been asking myself. If my answers are No, then what on earth am I doing now? Wasting another 1 year of my life working? Just like what I did in RHB. What did I learnt there? Nothing.

Then again, in order to climb up the corporate ladder, I have to get a degree. Problem now is : I hate studying.
Uh, who likes it anyway?
But no words can describe how much I loathe books/notes/exams. I know I'll definitely drop out half way through, which is really stupid.

So....... How????????
Haiya, maybe I should consider being a full-time housewife in the future.


What do I want to achieve in my life?
To be honest, I'm still clueless at the age of 22 this year.
I have a stable job, a complete family, great friends, awesome colleagues and a loving boyfriend.
I should be satisfied with what I have now.. but somehow I still feel that my life is incomplete.

What exactly is the missing part?
I need some enlightenment.



Time for a lil bit of updates~


Boyf started serving NS on 7th May. Refused to send him to tekong because I know I will cry like a baby there. Loser-ish, I know. Oh wells.. I remember I was super depressed that day. I was like a living zombie throughout the whole day, really. That feeling of emptiness inside me almost killed me. Only then, I realized how much I rely on my boyfriend. Wherever I go, I think of him. Whatever I do, I think of him too. The first few days without J were torturous. Kept tearing.. I can't even count the number of times. Everyday, I pray for his safety. I do not belong to any religion. Idk who am I praying to. but I just.. pray.. The recent deaths of NS men are scaring me. All I want is J to come back to me safely in one piece. To sum up, life pretty much sucked during that 19 days when he was confined in Tekong.


I celebrated my 21st birthday on the 14th of May with some of closest friends. Nothing fancy. Just a simple celebration at RWS festive hotel with Benjamin, Xiuling, Jocelyn, Jonathan and Ian. Boyfriend couldn't celebrate with me because he was still confined in that stupid place, duh. Played some games, had some gross drinks, camwhored, gossiped, and laughed. Chatted with Joce and Jonny till 4am before falling asleep. We went to USS the next day as part of my birthday celebration! It was super tiring for us because we were deprived of sleep. but it was still an awesome day screaming and laughing away.
Sorry, no photos yet because I'm too lazy to upload them.


I regained back a friendship that was lost... 5 years ago? I'm glad to be able to catch up with this old friend of mine - Thng Si Qi. Met her at the MRT station by chance while otw to work. & god knows why I took the courage to walk towards and talked to her. Fated, I guess.


Boyfriend had his first bookout on Friday evening. I was working that day, so I was not able to pick him up at Pasir Ris when he booked out. He came to find me after I knocked off at night!! The moment I saw him from far, my eyes became teary idk why. That silly boy kept smiling while I was walking towards him. So cuteeeee. Saturday was spent watching movie, shopping, and having our meals in town. Missing the days when we could watch movies together about three times a week.. Sigh. HATE NS. Sent my boyfriend off to Pasir Ris just now for his book in. The moment we parted, my eyes went teary again. Seriously wtf is wrong with me. Why other girls can be so cool about this NS shit, while I can't? So frustrating...




and now.... I'm typing this in the middle of the night at 2.17am because I can't get to sleep and missing the boy terribly. Hope that I'll get used to this kind of life soon.


ANYWAYYYY, I booked the air tickets to BKK just now! It will be the 3rd time flying there and we are still not sick of it. I LOVE BANGKOK. hahahahaha. This time round, my beloved brother will be joining us! Can't wait, can't wait! July faster come pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee


Sorry to those ants who even bother reading this wordy post which is in a mess.
Shall end off with a picture of my baby and meeeeee







Just got home from town! Went dating with J. (:
Wore this reptile top from AshInCans! Mad love it. but the zip behind kept 'eating' my hair.. which is quite irritating and painful. Nvm, girls are like that. 爱美不要命.

J and I booked for our genting trip next month! Hehe seems that we are visiting every places twice. 2 times genting, 2 times Bangkok and we also stayed at a contemporary style hotel at JB twice! First time was just me & J. Second time was a few weeks back with J, his friend and the girlfriend.

Hmmmm... my hair is getting longer. Should I cut again? Or should I let it grow.
In a dilemma now :/ Tsk..


Gonna continue watching the second season of Walking Dead now. Bye!


Sigh. I've got no plans for my future at all.
What should I work as? Which career path should I take?
Totally clueless...
For now, all I know is to save up as much as I can. What else can I do? Hmm...

Went for this training conducted by some special agents from the United States Secret Service at the Bank of America in the morning.
It was really an eye opener! Even my colleague who has got more than 10 years of experience couldn't detect the North Korea USD supernotes.
Oh well. At least I've learnt something new today~

Headed to J's place after the training to............................... sleep.
Love sleeping hehehehehe.


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So.... my beloved brother enlisted into NS 2 days back.
It feels really weird not seeing him around in the house.. Especially when I walk pass his room.
Can't wait to see him in about 2 weeks time! Gonna buy him some good food or smth.
Ikr. I'm sucha nice sister.


Ending this entry with my face again~~~!







Had a really satisfying dinner @ Buffet Town earlier on with my Brother and Boyf!
My dearest brother is enlisting next week. I'll definitely miss him a lot. )':
Nobody to talk shit with at home already..... Sigh.

Going for a short JB trip this coming Saturday with J, his friend, and his friend's girlfriend~
Can't waitttttt!





Time now is 1.53am.

Caught a local movie with Boyf just now! He hates watching local movies and finds it a waste of money.. but I'm glad that he laughed like crazy during some parts of the show! It's nice to see him laughing like that (:

Sigh, finally going back to work (OT) later after my 8 days of holidays. Me wanna save more money and travel around the world~ So I'm chionging
OT these few months. $_$


I'm typing this while trying to sleep. & now my eyes are getting heavy.
So goodnight!!!






Hello friend/stranger!


Okay, this is weird. This blog is already dead since idk when but there are still readers coming here everyday. Hmmmm?


Just got back from my 2nd Bangkok trip yesterday with my boyf. It was a more fulfilling trip compared to the first one 6 months ago!
Why so?
- Had 2 hours of full body massage by my favorite masseur 4 consecutive nights - Bought 5 pairs of footwear (wedges, slippers, pumps)
- Bought countless of cheap pretty clothes which could be found in those blogshops!
- Ate a lot of Thailand local food! I'm already missing the tomyum goong there. Urgh..
- Had dinner buffet at Baiyoke Sky Hotel and went up to the revolving roof top! So romanticcc
- Found my new fav drink! Green Tea Frappe. Used to find this drink erm... gross? but now I'm hopelessly in love with it! Drank it in Bkk everyday!
- Boyf and I got our portrait drawn by a artist @ Chatuchak for only Sgd 8!
- & lastly, the time spent with ma boy (:


Alright.. A lil updates about me and my life:

-Career-
I'm working for a foreign bank now which pays me well. Higher than the average pay a diploma holder gets. 2 days work, 2 days off. Which means, in 1 year, I am working only 6 months! How shiok is that. Heh heh. & the OT pay is.... really a lot.

-Studies-
Hmmm. I really hate studying. So I'm not intending to further my studies any time soon.

-Family-
There are some family dramas going on every now and then. Parents quarreling, sick grandmother who refuses to take her medications.. etc. Oh wells.. Just hope that things will be alright soon.

-Relationship-
J and I have been together for 2 years 6 months! (:

-Friendship-
Okay okay, I have to admit that I neglected my friends a lot after I started working. but I do hope that they will understand that my job + OT is taking a lot of my time and I need to stay at home to rest at times. (Btw, I do night shifts too. 9pm-9am. Imagine how tiring it is..)
OH!! I met my dear Jocelyn Ho after like 3 years?!?! We are still so nonsensical! Just like how we were during our secondary school days. We met up to visit the Titanic exhibition too!

Gonna take a shower and sleep now! Celebrating belated Vday with my baby tomorrow instead!
Avoid the crowd~


Good bye~~~~~


Hi!!!!!!

So so so so so so so so long since I last updated this space.
Hmmm, makes me wonder who are still reading this blog.

I think I should just shut down this blog since I have nothing to blog about.

Alrighty..... The all-time-lazy-me shall just blog in point form in this entry.



-I've left AddOn Systems.

-I miss Chan Zi Cheng. I miss having spicy meals (mcspicy, spicy fishball noodles, laksa, caifan with lots of curry) with her. I miss telling her all my random and lame stories. I miss calling her 'qing qing~' at work. I miss irritating her by my non-stop whining. In short, I MISS HER LAH.

-I've been spending most of my time with J since idk when. Neglecting my bestfriends: Benjamin & Xiuling. NEED to meet them soon.

-I've gained 2kg. I'm not happy or sad about it. Weird..

-I'm heading to BKK with the boy on the 8th to 12th of September. Omgosh, CAN'T WAIT!!!
THE SHOPPING PARADISE!! EAT, DRINK, SHOP & SLEEP #LIKEABOSS

-Hoping to save more money so that we can travel to other countries after the BKK trip.

-J's mom treats me like a lil princess when I'm at his place! Muahahahah, that boy must be damn jealous of me. Heh heh.

-I'm going to take my BTT next week. Hope that I won't fail it. If not.. really malu_girl91 sia.
I want to get my license asap so that I can start driving around with my family car!! but then.. TP not easy to pass.. Sianzxz ):

-I just watched X-Men & omg... I wish I am a mutant too!!

-OH! The relationship between Mr Lock & me is officially 2 years old! :D

-Just typed out all my random thoughts here.


Byeeee~


Gawd... I've been working almost everyday for the past 3 weeks +.
No life already.
The only good thing I like about working for AddOn systems is because all my colleagues are also my friends. So when there's nothing to do, we can always start talking nonsense and joke around.
Oh, I got transferred to work at lenovo yesterday. ):
I've been working with my Dell peeps for 3 years (during ITshows) & I feel really sad not being able to work with them anymore. Sigh.
I'm not familiar with any of the lenovo products and company background & I dont feel any sense of belonging there at all, somehow.
I hope I'll get used to all these changes asap.

Hmmm, another thing..
I'm glad that Zicheng and I are getting closer. We used to see each other once in a while. but now we're seeing each other everyday!


Alrighty, my eyes are turning sour. Gonna rest now. Goodnight!


Time now is.. 6.08am.

Just downloaded this app called 'iblogger' for free using installous. so here I am, blogging while lying on my bed trying to make myself sleepy.

Something random: Boyf and I are going to escape theme park this weekend! hahahahhaha. So many years since I last went there. I'm just interested in the go-cart thingy actually. We'll also be going to marina barrage for a picnic someday! I'm so excited!

Did I mention about me going to start working for AddOn next monday? I think I did. For those who don't know what 'AddOn System' does.. hmmm, it's a reseller of Dell & Lenovo products? Im not too sure also. In these 3 years, i've been working for them during ITshows as their cashier, writing invoices and collecting payment. and during these 3 years, I got to know quite a lot of friends during ITshows. People like CC, Gerald, Chris, JingMao, Kengsia, Adriel, Zicheng, Tracia, AhLun, Daryl.. etc. but I lost a friend who's from AddOn. but ohwells.. I've totally gotten over with it and I thank god/him/myself for whatever happened about 6 months ago. because I'm thankful for what I have now and it is better for me & him to remain as strangers. Back to topic, I'm quite clueless on how my life will be like joining AddOn, with friends being my colleagues. Just hope that everything will be fine for me.

Okay, thanks for reading this meaningless blog entry here. Just too bored you see..

Goodnight/morning people!




Taking a break from all those wordy lecture notes by updating this space of mine.

Having our last paper this coming Thursday.
Then... Yayyyy, time to enjoy!
Hmmm, or maybe not.
Will start working for AddOn next Monday.
So.. I can only go out to play during off days? ): Okay I think I sound like a small kid here. Hehe.

IT show next Thursday-Sunday.
Busy busy busy.
but at least there will be $$$$$ coming in.
OH! and I'll be working with my Zicheng! Time for us to catch up and gossip. (:


I'm hungry. Shall get some food before I start studying again.
Bye folks!


Boyf's mother & grandmother are so sweet to me!
I really feel the love.
I was sleeping in the room alone using J's tshirt as a 'blanket' when his mom came in and passed me a towel-like blanket. After some time, his grandmother came into the room and took the blanket that was on the bed and asked me to use it.
After I told J about it, he got jealous! HAHAHAHAHA! :D


(:




I told close friends of mine,

that I want to wait for him while he is in NS.
that I want to marry him in around 5 years time.
that I want live with him till the day I die.
& how much I love him.


What have I done to deserve all these.
All the hurt, pain and tears.

'Break my heart for what break yours'

Now, I'm even wondering.. Does he feel the pain knowing that I'm totally broken and hurt.


Happy Chinese New Year, people!
A bit lag uh.. but who cares.

The 4 days of CNY visiting were well spent, I guess.
Eating & snacking non-stop, catching up with cousins and gambling.
Lady luck is with me this year. Kept winning when playing blackjack.
Got triple 7 too! 7 x the money. Yay x 1

Same as last year, went to boyf's side to bai nian.
I got lots of red packets there! Yay x 2

AND I OFFICIALLY INTRODUCED JERREL TO MY FAMILY AND ALL MY RELATIVES!
Like... finally. Yay x 3


This week is really hectic.
3 Presentations deadlines and Bcomm interview.
Left with MCOMM presentation and my Bcomm solution selling call next week.
and then... it's the final examinations.
but thank god, we only have 2 papers.


Shall relax and sleep early (earlier I mean) tonight.
Going to my relatives place tomorrow to bai nian.








I'm done with this module - Marketing Research !


Had presentation in the lecture hall for the first time ever.. in front of 2 classes, 1 lecturer and our client.
Out of the two classes, my group was the first to present.
All of us were so damn nervous! because all of us didn't really prepare for this presentation.
Before starting our presentation, we were like... 'oh fuck. oh shit. we're screwed. GG.'
but at least we're finally done with the final presentation.
I didn't fail the 30% test we had a few weeks ago. & there's no final paper for this module.
Which means.... NO MORE MRSH FOR ME!




Slacked around in school till 4pm for our project consultation.

I love my groupmates for this semester. We're forever talking nonsenses, joking and side-tracking when we are supposed to be discussing/doing our projects. Eg. talking about bgr, clubs, food and PLAYING TETRIS ON FB.
Ever since Marcus introduced us this game which is on fb, all of us have been playing it during tutorials and project meetings. So much for trying to win each other and break the high score. Tsk tsk tsk..
Oh oh oh! We're going to hit the club after our last paper together! Yayyyy.



A random joke from Marcus today:

Which MRT station is an ex-teletubby?
Answer: Expo (Ex-Po)

Wtf right. Okay luh, at least I did laugh at this joke this afternoon. Hahahahahaha.


Decided to blog frequently again.
(:


No classes for me on Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday this week!
but there are still a lot of assignments to be done.
Saw this on twitter just now.
NP = Neverending Projects
So.Damn.True.

Had dinner with my boyf after school just now at SIM.
That poor boy is down with a fever. Sigh ):
Get well soon soon soon hor, baby!

I'm still doing the data analysis shit for Marketing Research presentation now.
All the numbers / data are killing me.
Imagine coming out with a table for every survey question. and I still need to tabulate the percentage and stuffs. Ohgawdddd. Tedious work.


Oh oh oh oh.
I TRIED HALF-BOILED EGG FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE A FEW MINUTES AGO.
and I totally regretted it.
It tasted kinda disgusting. Slimy & watery. Ewww.
All my friends were telling me how yummy/awesome/great/nice it is. but.. I just don't know how to appreciate it.
I'll never eat it again. I swear.

Alrighty, this post is so not organized.

Shall end off here. Bye all!


19th Month with Mr.Lock!


Headed to town with boyf in the afternoon.
Eat & eat & eat. Hehehehehe.
Frolick + chickenwing + baked rice + popcorn + percy pigs
I'm a happy girl when I get to eat my fav food!

Benjamin, Jiaying & Stephanie were selling FBT products for their ECD flea at scape.
Supported them by buying a jersey from them.

J got me the super super big packet of percy pigs again! :D
Shopped around town and got myself a black sandals-like flats.
Went to have our dinner before catching 'Love and Other Drugs'.
Aiyoh.. this show has quite a lot of sex scenes. Hahahaha.
Baby sent me home after the movie.


Love simple dates like this.
(:








Decided to blog about my love life. Like.. finally.
So for all kaypohs out there, good for you.
For those people who are not interested, feel free to get out of this site.


Here's my story:


In 2009 (March-April), I had this friend who was going after me. Let's just call him 'X'. Somehow.. I did not have feelings for X and something happened to us. I can't remember what that incident was about.. but I remember X got his friend (Jerrel) to help him by being the 'mediator' between us. and so.. X gave Jerrel my email address and he added me on msn to talk.

If I'm not wrong, we talked very little about X and we just went on chatting about all kinds of random stuffs online. Then.. we stopped contacting each other for 1 - 2 months. because we were not close at all. Just purely online friends and schoolmates? I saw him once in school and he kept staring at me.
I was thinking to myself: Wth, why is he staring at me? I'm just X's friend. AND WHY HIS HAIR SO LONG & STRAIGHT?! (I swear his hair looks as though it is rebonded)
The second time I saw him was at Cineleisure. I was dating with Z back then. Jerrel walked past me and AGAIN, he was staring at me.
Because of that 2 times we met, my impression of him was.. A weird guy who always stares at me.

One day, I saw J's picture on fb. He had a hair cut and he looked very different because he had really longggg hair previously. Hahaha. I went to talk to him on msn when I saw him online that night. I started the conversation by saying something like.. "Omg?! YOU CUT YOUR HAIR!!!"
Then the conversation went on like this. We chatted about school, his ex-girlfriend (because I heard from X that he just had a break-up), about life and almost everything under the sun.
We chatted on msn every night, without running out of topics.

Then, something happened to me. I was really down at that time and J was the one being there for me. His encouragement pulled me up. We continued chatting & texting everyday. We even webcam-ed when we were really bored. I remember him showing me his pet dog (a very cute Japanese Spitz) using the webcam too! and he told me that we can walk his dog together someday. Awww.. (:

Within a few weeks, I realized I've fallen for him.
I told him not to be so nice to me because I'll fall for him and his reply was "I believe that's how everybody works". Call me stupid or what.. because I didn't know what he meant by that. Hehe.

Pardon my bad memory.. but I really cannot remember how he asked me out. :/
So yeap... we went on a date. and......
WE GOT TOGETHER ON THAT DAY ITSELF. HAHAHAHA.

Is it just the guys I've met or is it true that all guys love tickling the girls they like?
Hmm....
Yes, he tickled me knowing that I'm sensitive and afraid of tickles. -_-
Okay, I shall not elaborate further. Hehhh.
It was just a simple date on the 22nd of June in 2009 that brought us together.

To be really honest, I only 'like' him back then. My love for him was kinda.. weak?
In the beginning of the relationship, I kept wanting to give up. but he was really persistent and pulled me back every single time I want to leave.
I started loving him a few months after we got together when I was having my 2 months internship near Bishan. J stays in Lakeside and I stay in Tampines.
Almost everyday without fail, he will travel all the way to my workplace after I knock off just to have dinner with me and to send me home. I remember him buying all my favorite food for me knowing that I wasn't in a good mood because of work. So sweet of him eh?
During that 2 months+, we meet everyday. and eventually, my love for him grew stronger.

I am his top priority in his life. I was placed above everything. This silly boy of mine does not mind spending money on me too. Fyi, he is not born rich. He works and he's willing to spend his salary bringing me to eat and buying things for me. I am not a materialistic girl and I don't really like my bf to spend too much money on me. Close friends of mine should know this.
When he has free time, he will choose to spend it with me instead of his friends. Oh, and he gives in to me most of the times when we quarrel.
All these little things that he does make me realize that he is the right one for me.

Like most couples, there were hell lots of quarrels, tears, heartaches, fights and even break-ups in this relationship.
but we managed to survive through everything. It is really amazing how we stood by one another and forgave one another throughout these 18 months of relationship.
I believe in this phrase 'omnia vincit amor', which means love conquers all.
So I guess.. it is the power of love that helped us get through everything.

I count my blessings and I'm more than just thankful that Jerrel walked into my life.
I really enjoy the times we spent together (other than all those quarrels and stuffs).
I don't know how the future will be like for me and for us.
but one thing I'm sure of currently is.. I want to grow old with Jerrel.
We have quite a lot of plans for the future. Now, I can only hope that they will all come true.


I like how it feels to be yours. and i like how it feels to call you mine.
I want to continue holding your hands walking down this journey of life.
I don't want to lose you.

I love you, J.
I mean it.



"Sometimes,you just have to set your ego aside. And remember that the love you have for that other person is way more important that winning."


Oww.
Time flies.
Let's welcome 2011 together!
but wait...
School's starting tomorrow. Shitttt.



A summary of what I've been doing in the past 1 month or so:

- Batam
- Genting & KL
- 4F class chalet
- going back to school to do projects
- paktor (dating) with my boy
- 1 year, 6 months with him
- Partied with Benjamin, Ian & MeiWei
- New year eve party at Ian's place
- Granny's birthday dinner


Okay, need to do tutorial now.
Bye!




Hello!
so.. it is the start of our short 3 weeks of holidays.
Last weekend was spent in Batam with sis & friends.
This weekend was spent in Malaysia with my parents & bro.

I'm gonna hate this holiday because there are quite a number of assignments to be completed by the first week of 2011. GG. ):
Oh wells..

Come to think of it, time really flies.
Another year has gone by.
What life has to offer me next year.. Hmmmmmmmm..


'Coz time has got a way of taking back
everything you thought you had'


Everything's changing..
We used to meet almost everyday.
We used to text each other very often.
We used to be a very very very happy couple.
Yes.. used to.

Now?

We only have 2 days for each other.
The frequency of us messaging has reduced.
We quarrel at least once a week.
We get upset with each other easily.




So... What is my Christmas wish?
You know it.


Hello human!



I hate elearning so much. Boooo.
All those !@$%@#% assignments are giving me headache. Screw them.


Hmmm, went to Sitex yesterday with my siblings and J.
My bro got himself a laptop.
Sista bought the new Xbox Kinect.
Me...? Nothing. But I want to get that Samsung Camera! The price dropped like.. $100+ Omg.


Went to find Zicheng & CC and bought some food for them.
I miss Zicheng! & I miss working with her! ):
Hey girl, no worries. I'm doing well. You take care too kay!


Random a bit.
My bro is the joke seriously.
My bro and sis started playing with the xbox kinect for a few hours and he managed to fracture his ankle. Nice one. I kept laughing at him when I saw his bandaged ankle last night. Hehe.
I tried playing last night and I realize that it is really a very good form of exercise!
Especially those sports game. Yay, I'm gonna have toned arms soon. ;) HAHA



Okay, need to continue with those assignments now. Byeeeee.


Happy Deepavali! :D

Partied with Sissy & friends @ Phuture
Cool right! Hehhh.

Some random pictures:






Gonna sleep now! Goodnight! (:


So..... School has started. Holidays no moreeeee.
):



Mon & Tue are long school days for me.
Wed - 2 hours of tutorial.
Thurs - NO LESSONS! :D
Fri - 2 hours of tutorial.

As usual, I'm gonna skip some lectures.


I just have to admit that I'm a very very very lazy girl.
Oh oh oh. Esther is in the same tutorial class as me! (:


---


Okay, school matters aside.

Sometimes I really wonder why people have to portray and act/behave like someone whom they aren't really are.
Hmm. For example, this guy 'A' is just a typical guy in his twenties who earns a reasonable amount of money given his education level & job experiences. but why is it that he has to act like as though he's a rich guy. He wants 'face'? Attention from his friends & girls? I don't know.
There's this chinese saying.
' 没有那么大的头，就不要戴那么大的帽子. '
I know that guy 'A' reads my blog occasionally. Hope he sees this.
So yep.. :x


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Another thing.
To guy 'B',
if you wanna party & drink, you're free to do so.
but please do it if you can afford it.
I don't know why.. but your actions are making me despise you.
Once again, good luck in your life.
I mean it.
All the best.

Hello! (to that few ants who are still reading my blog)






Just got back home from the 'every-friday-bestfriends-night'!

So.. yep. Met up with Ben & xl after work for our weekly date.
Had steamboat, then played l4d2 at Illuma, then we went to the arcade to play the basketball machine & spot-the-difference thingy, then we bought Rochor Tauhuey back to Ben's place to eat, then we camwhored a bit... Okay, too many 'then'. Hahaha.

Healthy activities yo. (;







Best Friends Forever.




Heyhohahehihu! :D

I'm currently at work.
but I have nothing to do..
because I'm way too efficient! HAHA self praise.
waiting for lunch time.
I'm feeling so bored.
Chatting with Benjamin on msn now.
Okay, the cat is here. Shall go and feed her with some milk! (:


I've been working for the past 1 week as a temporary purchasing assistant.
Jobscope: Administrative work, data entry and calling/faxing/emailing & liaising with vendors.

I'm loving my job.
because I'm able to access facebook, MSN, twitter and youtube during work.
Fyi, the company I worked with during my internship blocked all of those mentioned. How sad..
Will be working another 3 more weeks. and then... back to school.
SIANZXZXZ.
Ah! I'm definitely gaining weight in this 1 month. & that's the only thing I don't like about office job. Oh wells.. Blame my itchy mouth? :/


Alrighty, time now is 1.15am.
Have to wake up at 6.30am later.
So yeap, goodnight people (who still read this lil space of mine)!
(:


It has been more than a month.
and I'm proud to say...
I'm finally over you, stranger.

Change is the only constant in life.
I took my steps and moved on.
& I'm glad I made the right move.
Time heals everything. It really does.

I'll never forget you, stranger.
You being there for me whenever I needed a listening ear.
You being my pillar of emotional support.
I gotta admit that I still miss the past occasionally, when everything were fine.
Memories.. Memories...

I don't understand how and why things turned out this way.
but I guess.. it's the changes in the both of us that led to this outcome.
and now I've become someone you wished you didn't know.
I don't blame you. because I believe that it takes 2 hands to clap, and everything happens for a reason.


Whatever it is,
I would still like to wish you all the best in everything you do.
Take care. (:







Hello wello mello!!!

So... as you guys know, I'm having my 6 weeks of vacation break now.
Spent the past 1 week+ with my family, bestfriends and J.

Can't really remember what I did.. but here are some of the ones I can think of.

- Nabins for dinner with bestfriends & Ian.
- Powerhouse-ed. Managed to catch up with people like 死大便, Phua, Jas & Karen. (:
- Had steamboat twice! Once with J, once with Ben & Xiuling.
- Ktv session with bestfriends.
- Had hell lots of fun at the arcade @ Illuma!!!
- Caught 'Resident Evil'.
- Found a job.
- Eat & eat & eat & eat & eat. hahahahahaha
- Hibernate the whole day at home for a few days. Wasn't feeling well. ):


Ohhh ya, durian lovers like me should try this lil thing here.
Just saw it on Jiaying's msn display picture and I was like..
"Omg! IS THAT THE DURIAN MOUSSE FROM 717 TRADING?!"
I've tried it twice already! It's really really awesome.


Time check: 1.44am
I should go and bathe & sleep now.
Goodnight all! (: (: (:


Here are some random pictures taken during Comex using Chris's Samsung camera! (:
Hmm, should I get that camera too? Should I? :/

and yep,
I miss my dear girl, chan zicheng!







Vehhh tired.

Worked at Suntec for Comex. Under Dell again. (:
Awww.. I'm gonna miss ZiCheng so much although she's always laughing at me whenever I start whining to her. So mean.. but nvm, I still <3 her. Heh.

Ohyea, I've gained 2kg. Good or bad? Hmmm..

Alrighty,
It's time to study. ):



Goodnight!


'Cuz you can't deny
You've blown my mind
When I see you baby
I just don't wanna let go.'


'We don't have anything to talk about anymore. I miss the old days when you would instantly message me as soon as I logged in. Now? I'd be lucky to even get a 'hey' or 'hi' from you.'

Dear friend, I miss you.


'Dear Heart, I tend to not care for your feelings & throw you around a lot. Sorry. I just thought I'd warn you that i fell for a boy. So... good luck!'


LOL, so cute!





leilockheart.net

“ Commitment is the component of love. Short term commitment is the decision that one loves someone. The long term aspect is the commitment to maintain that love. ”

— Robert Steinberg

“ Relationships last long not because they’re destined to last long. Relationships last long because two brave people made a choice—to keep it, fight for it, and to work for it. Meanwhile, other relationships fail not because they’re destined to fail. They fail because one of the two, or both, made the choice—to set each other free. ”

" Letting go, even if it hurts, doesn't mean you have to let go of everything. You just have to let go of the person and your feelings for her/him but the memories will always be there whether it's good or bad. Because everytime you remember those memories, it will always put a smile into your heart. And be glad that once in your life this person made you happy and put colors into your life even if it's just for a while. "


(:



Click to enlarge!
Damn cuteeeeee. (:



Ahhya, shall type everything in point form. Heh.

- Gonna start studying today after slacking around for the past few days.
- Forgot to give Phua a morning call as requested. Hope that ass is not late for school.
- Was really surprised to see a text message at 5am+ from Tracia asking if I'm free later and whether I wanna meet her at Tampines and just nua around. Aww.. (:
- Hmm, should I meet her? or study with J?
- Benjamin Tan & Ang Xiu Ling. Sushi soon okay?!
- My stomach has been acting weirdly recently.. Random pain at random timings. Sigh.
- That's all for now. Byeeee!


Dear you,
This shall be the very last time I'm gonna try.
Drop me a message by today if you're willing to come back.
I really miss you.

If not, after today... I'll just let things go like this and move on without you.
I promise I'll try to.

Sigh.


I kept trying...
but you gave up on me, gave up on us.
I believe I've done my part.
All the best to you. (:



http://and-i-quote.tumblr.com/

"Because when two people really love each other, nothing can keep them away. No matter how long it’s been, no matter how far they are, they always seem to find their way back to each other’s arms, more so, back to each other’s hearts."

Saw this on tumblr a few days back. but cant rmb from which site.





This is exactly how I feel now..


Omgzzz.
I woke up with so many missed calls.
3 from Phua.
4 from proj groupmate
2 from momma
1 from Jas


Okay. Good afternoon people, today is a brand new day!


A friend said this to me:
" If he treasures this relationship, he won't let it go easily. He will do anything to salvage it. If he doesn't, then just let him go."


so... now I finally understand what's going on all these while.


4269.) Sometimes life leads you on the most difficult path just to test you. One day you’ll reach a point where everything, the up’s and down’s, the tears, the laughs, will all be worth it.

via blogconfession

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"I'm sorry sometimes I get a little jealous, thinking that someone else could make you happier than I could. I guess its my insecurities acting up. Because I know that I'm not the prettiest, smartest or most fun and exciting girl."

Hello, I'm Huiying.
Sleep comes first.
Food comes next.
Any other things can wait.

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